I might not have revised this “concept-doodle” if Ellen hadn’t engaged with the first version. I love to compare what people say about their sudden amazing insights with my own experience (most like #3… or #2). Do you go get them or do they come and get you? Are they from “out there” or “in here”? I don’t know quite what to call that golden glow-thing… I dance around it… it seems like it is whatever is Beyond me… un-nameable, ineffable… and I would like to get past my gradeschool associations with terms like “Supreme Being” (bearded old man).
I probably need a “St. Paul Moment.” Heh-heh.


It’s all Greek to me.
@Eric, if you were living in a hermitage in the snow belt this winter, you’d get it completely.
Or I should say, @Eric, if you were living in a hermitage in the snow belt this winter reading your spouse’s 65 year old cat stories, you’d get it completely.
I’m literally ROFLOL! I’m coming up to rescue you before I find you in the park, in the freezing cold, in a tutu, with a butterfly net, screaming “put me in, coach!”
NOW you’re getting it.