I might not have revised this “concept-doodle” if Ellen hadn’t engaged with the first version. I love to compare what people say about their sudden amazing insights with my own experience (most like #3… or #2). Do you go get them or do they come and get you? Are they from “out there” or “in here”? I don’t know quite what to call that golden glow-thing… I dance around it… it seems like it is whatever is Beyond me… un-nameable, ineffable… and I would like to get past my gradeschool associations with terms like “Supreme Being” (bearded old man).
I probably need a “St. Paul Moment.” Heh-heh.